WHY THE F*** was my deviantation deleted? Because of f***ing "copyrights"? LAME! How the f*** am I supposed to make a f***ing motivational poster without the f***ing image from the f***ing anime? Am I supposed to f***ing draw the f***ing scene by my f***ing self? Then they may as well delete all the other f***ing motivational posters from the f***ing dA database! This is so f***ing unreasonable! ARGH!

Sorry all, I'm just in a really bad mood.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEEEE!

*pointless journal, but who cares.*

So. Fade to Black.

AIEEE! OHMAIGAWD. TAH BEST THING EVAR. WATCHITWATCHITWATCHITWATCHIT!! Have you SEEN the way Ichi looks when Ruki-chan forgets him? IT WAS SO CUTE OMG ACK!!! and Kon, xD, he manages to be serious but still look like a total dumbass clown. And when Kon reminds Ichi that Rukia won't remeber him if he didn't do anything *or something of the sort* Ichi looks so gentle when he says "Thanks, Kon." (ROFL Kon blushes after xD)

And Rukia, my god! When she almost remebers, Fumiko's really good at scenes like pain and emotion. (Ruki should show more emotion, dammit!) When she screams when she's joining into Dark Rukia, I was like "OMG o_0" and at the end, when she's crying, I nearly cried myself T^T. IT WAS SO LOVELY WHEN SHE WAS LIKE "Your name... say it again." AND WHEN ICHI HUGS HER (that was a little sudden, you just turn around and see Ichi hugging Ruki xD) IT WAS SO SWEET! Wiki says that Ruki pushes him away, but she doesn't. (Screw you, Wikipedia.) He sorta lets go (but keeps a hold on her) and RUKI'S FACE ON THAT SCENE WAS SO CUTE! It was like a sheepish child, but SO MUCH CUTER! And Ichi's face when he says "What's up?" after WAS SO GENTLE!! I nearly screamed! IT WAS AMAZING.

WATCHIT NAO. D<

Part one: [link]
Part two is Source 2 tab.

w00t! I'm in China, just got here yesterday... or today. Depends where you are. And I'm still dizzy from the 12 hour plane ride, ugh. Stupid air sickness.

And for once, I don't seem to be affected by jet lag... well, excluding the fact that it's 6 am here. *sweatdrop*

And I probably won't be on much, considering it's dial up here. WEll, happy summer, y'all!

*WARNING: EXCESSIVE RANTING*

What the hell is going on? Ever sinse I've downloaded Internet 8, I've been randomly logged out of dA at random times. And whenever I close IE, This stupid error message comes up: "The unexpected error (my ass) has occured at *who gives a shit*." Freaking annoyed here!

*END OF EXCESSIVE RANTING*

Help?

Wait a sec... THIS HAS NO QUIZ THING? FEAR NOT!

(stolen from )

You remember:
[ ] Kenan and Kel
[ ] Doug
[ ] Ren & Stimpy
[x] Pinky and the Brain
[ ] AAAAAAAH Real Monsters!
[ ] Rockos modern Life
[ ] Animaniacs
[x] Gargoyles
[ ] Hey Arnold
[x] Out of the Box
[x] Bear in the Big Blue House
[ ] Step by Step
[ ] Family Matters
[ ] Dinosaurs
[x] Boy Meets World
[ ] Full House
[x] The Magic School Bus (OH COME ON. YOU HAVE TO.)
[ ] Wishbone
[ ] Reading Rainbow
[ ] Ghostwriter
[x] Batman the Animated Series
[x] Aladdin
[x] Ninja Turtles
[x] Ghost Busters
[x] Duck Tales
[x ] You’ve ever ended a sentence with the word "PSYCHE!"
[ ] You just can’t resist finishing this . . ."In west Philadelphia born and raised..."

You watched the original cartoons of:
[x] Rugrats
[] Wild Thornberrys
[ ] Power Rangers

When everything was settled by:
[x] rock paper scissors
[x] bubble gum bubble gum in a dish
[ ] miss mary mack

You collected:
[ ] Beanie Babies
[ ] Pogs
[ ] Pokemon cards
[ ] Carebears
[ ] Silver dollars

You remember:
[x] When it was actually worth getting up early on a Saturday to watch cartoons.
[x] Reading Goosebumps
[ ] When kick ball was something you did everyday
[ ] You used to listen to the radio all day long
[ ] You remember Super Nintendos and Sega Genesis
[ ] You remember The Original Game Boy
[ ] You always wanted to send in a tape to America’s Keyword
[x] When Yo-Yos were cool
[x] Those Where’s Waldo books.
[ ] Eating Warheads and Splashers Gushers
[x] You remember Ring Pops
[ ] If you remember when everything was "da BOMB!"
[ ] If you even know what an original walkman is.
[ ] You remember boom boxes vs. cd players.
[x] Making those little paper fortune things, and then predicting your life with them
[x] You had at least one Tamagotchi, GigaPet, or Nano, and brought it everywhere you went
[ ] All your school supplies were "Lisa Frank" brand
[ ] Everyone watched the WB
[ ] When everybody knew all the pokemon by heart.
[ ] When there were only 150 pokemon. (WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT?!)
[x] the Macarena
[x] "Talk to the hand"
[ ] When digimon was still on.
[ ] You went to McDonald’s to play in the playplace and it was still sanitary. (See the 150 pokemon thing)
[ ] Before the MySpace frenzy
[ ] Before the Internet & text messaging.
[ ] Before Sidekicks & iPods
[ ] Before PlayStation3 or X-BOX 360
[ ] Back before X-box, period
[ ] Before Spongebob.
[ ] When you rented VHS tapes, not DVDs
[x] When gas was $0.60 a gallon.
[ ] When you recorded stuff on VCR
[x] You had slap bracelets
[ ] You actually played outside until it was dark.
[ ] Way back before we realized all this would eventually disappear.

Sorta depressing at times... but we all pull through. (Eventually.)

Info
[x] I am shorter than 5'4.
[] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[x] I have many scars.
[x] I tan easily.
[] I wish my hair was a different color.
[] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[] I have a tattoo.
[] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[] I have/I've had braces.
[] I wear glasses
[] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free
[] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[] I have more than 2 piercing.
[] I have piercing in places besides my ears.
[] I have freckles.

Family/Home Life
[] I've sworn at my parents.
[] I've run away from home.
[] I've been kicked out of the house.
[x] My biological parents are together.
[] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want to have kids someday. (One is enough. Please.)
[] I've lost a child.

School/Work
[x] I'm in school.
[] I have a job.
[] I've fallen asleep at work/school. (Surprisingly, never.)
[x] I almost always do/did my homework.
[] I've missed a week or more of school.
[] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years. (huh?)
[] I failed more than 1 class last year
[] I've stolen something from my job
[] I've been fired

Embarrassment
[x] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[] Disney movies still make me cry.
[x] I've peed from laughing.
[x] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried. (Happens too often.)
[x] I've glued my hand to something.
[] I've had my pants rip in public. (Not in public, thank god)

Health
[] I was born with a disease/impairment
[] I've gotten stitches/staples.
[] I've broken a bone.
[] I've had my tonsils removed.
[] I've sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend.
[] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[] I had a serious surgery.
[x] I've had chicken pox. (Tchh. D'uh!)
[] I've had measles


Traveling
[] I've driven over 200 miles in one day
[x] I've been on a plane.
[x] I've been to Canada. (...)
[] I've been to Mexico
[x] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[] I've been to Japan. (I wish)
[] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[] I've been to Europe.
[] I've been to Africa.

Experiences
[x] I've gotten lost in my city.
[] I've seen a shooting star.
[] I've wished on a shooting star
[] I've seen a meteor shower.
[] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[x] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[x] I've been to a casino. (never PLAYED, but still...)
[] I've been skydiving.
[] I've gone skinny dipping.
[] I've played spin the bottle.
[] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[] I've crashed a car.
[] I've been skiing.
[x] I've been in a play. (TREASURE ISLAND FTW)
[] I've met someone in person from myspace.
[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[] I've seen the Northern lights. (God I wish!)
[] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[] I've played chicken.
[] I've played a prank on someone (Halo)
[x] I've ridden in a taxi. (In China, all the time)
[] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I've eaten sushi. (OH YEAH!!)
[] I've been snowboarding.

Relationships
[x] I'm single (and proud)
[] I'm in a relationship
[] I'm engaged.
[] I'm married. (o_0)
[] I've gone on a blind date. (NEVAR. NEVAR!!)
[] I've been the dumped more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[] I have a fear of abandonment.
[] I've gotten divorced.
[] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[] I've kept something from a past relationship.
[] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[] I am a cuddler. (Gawd no. I spazz at physical contact! XD)
[] I've been kissed in the rain.
[] I've hugged a stranger.
[] I have kissed a stranger.

Honesty/Crime
[] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[] I've snuck out of my house.
[] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[] I've cheated on a test. (No. Halo x2)
[] I've run a red light.
[] I've been suspended from school.
[] I've witnessed a crime.
[] I've been in a fist fight.
[] I've been arrested.

Drugs/Alcohol
[] I've consumed alcohol.
[] I regularly drink.
[] I've passed out from drinking.
[] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[] I've smoked weed
[] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[] I've eaten shrooms.
[] I've popped E.
[] I've inhaled Nitrous.
[] I've done hard drugs.
[x] I have cough drops when I'm not sick. (Not exactly, I ate them cause they were good! I was sick, tho... and I was 8.)
[] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem. (Uh, nononononononononono.)
[] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[] I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder.
[x] I shut others out when I'm depressed. (Sorta)
[] I take anti-depressants.
[] I'm anorexic or bulimic.
[] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[] I've hurt myself on purpose.
[x] I've woken up crying. (I WAS 5. GET OVER IT.)

Death and Suicide (NONONONO)
[] I'm afraid of dying.
[] I hate funerals.
[] I've seen someone dying.
[] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[] I've planned my own suicide.
[] I've attempted suicide.
[] I've written a eulogy for myself.

Materialism
[] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[x] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga. (But I’m too cheap to actually buy stuff – that’s what the internet is for. )
[] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece. (Kay, THAT IS PATHETIC. I stick with Walmart and Value Village. ANYBODY GOT A PROBLEM WITH THAT?)
[] I own something from Hot Topic. (EW.)
[] I own something from Pac Sun.(EW.)
[] I collect comic books.
[x] I own something from The Gap.
[] I own something I got on e-bay.
[] I own something from Abercrombie. (EWEWEWEWEWEWEW!)

Random
[] I can sing well. (NO. I sound like a hoarse ostrich gargling with cheese.)
[] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[x] I open up to others easily.
[x] I watch the news.
[] I don't kill bugs.
[x] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[x] I curse regularly. (I admit…but not too bad.)
[x] I sing in the shower.
[] I am a morning person. (NOOO… )
[] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[x] I'm a snob about grammar.
[] I am a sports fanatic.
[x] I twirl my hair
[] I have "x"s in my screen name.
[] I love being neat.
[] I love Spam
[] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day
[] I bake well. (Nay.)
[x] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue (Blue)
[x] I've worn pajamas to school.
[] I like Martha Stewart.
[] I know how to shoot a gun
[] I am in love with love
[x] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS. (UGH STOP IT!!)
[] I laugh at my own jokes.
[x] I eat fast food weekly.
[] I believe in ghosts.
[] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[x] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[x] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I am really ticklish. (No, DON'T YOU DARE. TAKE ONE STEP BACK.)
[x] I love white chocolate. (OH YEAH!!)
[x] I bite my nails. (all the time)
[] I play video games.
[x] I'm good at remembering names.
[] I'm good at remembering dates.
[] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.

[xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx] I love IchiRuki. <3
[xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx] Kubo Tite is my God. XD
[xxx] I’m currently very bored.